Frozen

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Ok So I knot that # 4 wasn’t a question, but oh well. ^_^ I will do my best to respond to comments and adding as I see them.

A couple ground rules of my LJ:

1-     No drama. I don’t have time with school, a job, etc to get caught up in the latest drama of who did what or said what about who

2-     If you expect to be added please write in complete sentences and words. None of that “Wut iz ur name. I like cheese 2.” Just.. no.

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4-     Do not spread my business all about the internet. If I find you doing that you will be cut off my friends list as fast as Marie Antoinette’s head in the guillotine.

I have been so depressed lately. It’s horrible. I’ll just start crying at random over the stupidest little things, or even over nothing at all. Today my drawing made me sad because I need to get it to look good, but I can’t seem to. It just looks like poop compared to what I see in my head. I also haven’t sewn since coming home from Megacon due to horrible amounts of school studying and stuff. I have commissions to do which is good, once I can get to work on those I hope to feel better.

In all though, I am just in a bit of a funk. I miss talking to people I used to talk to, and I’m just feeling like I’m disappearing or something. It’s a weird feeling. Like I’ll hear about my friends talking to my other friends but I won’t hear from them at all. It’s really kind of creepy.

I’ve also been gaining a lot of weight but I can’t stop myself from overeating lately. It goes along with the depression I guess. I also can’t bring myself to exercise to burn it off so now my pants don’t fit. I have Momocon coming up, and I’d love to be able to cosplay for it at least one thing.. I was considering doing Rinoa one last time... but I don’t know. I feel sort of like I’ll be too fat to be photographed by then.

Also I need to clean, that’s a big part of the depression right there. I get to the point where the mess gets so bad and I can’t get rid of it then I just get into a funk. T_T. It’s awful.

I need to try to figure out what to cut from my cosplay list too for the year. I’m just barely scraping by with funds as it is, and it’s gonna get much worse fast. It looks like I’m definitely not going to ACen without a miracle. Animazement and AMA are still go (AMA thanks to Chris and Chan, I love them so!). Otakon or bust so they say, and Dragon*Con is a given. AWA also I’ll figure out one way or another. Hopefully things will have evened out by then.

In other news, I have some good news! My sister Amy just got Engaged!! She has a 1 kt diamond on her finger now ^_^ so pretty.

I am so desperately in need of some spring cleaning here. Only problem is things have gotten to that horrible post-con point of messy where I don’t even want to see my room anymore let alone clean it. Ugh.

So in the spring cleaning spirit I’m going to be selling a few of my old costumes and costume pieces. I’ll be putting up information on my site soon enough. Here are the things I’ll be selling:

Claire Resident Evil 2 - Vest, Shorts, and Belt

Princess Uranus - Dress and pins

Selphie Tillmit - Dress

Sesshoumaru - Kimono, Under Kimono, Hakama, Armor, Obi

Gabriel wings (don’t worry I’m making new ones for this year)

If anyone is interested please e-mail me at winters-knight@hotmail.com .

Gotta clean AAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaAaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!11111!!!!!!one!!!

I normally don’t complain about guests at this hotel, but there is one (name will be omitted for legality and all.. let’s just call her Coocoo since her name rhymes with that).

She is a terrible bitch who needs to get the FUCK OUT OF MY GODDAMNED HOTEL NOW! She lies and has a dog and even invited herself to our fucking holiday luncheon. She ate OUR FOOD before all of us had even eaten. She lied about having not heard the phone ring in her room about a fax, and expects us to be at her beck and call. We are not a full service  hotel. We do not HAVE to cart her around to wherever she pleases. We don’t have to do a damn thing for her. But we do, because we’re nice, and because certain people are too wussy to kick her out even though there are countless issues for which she could clearly be exiled.

I am just really pissed at her right now. Because she showed up I ended up eating far more than I had intended to also because I was angry. So yeah. Stupid bitch. She needs to GO.